Bravery

Today my boss & I went to A.T Bah Kut Teh there eat cause his friends are there. Then we were told that the chinese tea cause rm 8000 ! yea u heard it rite rm 8000 . So call us go there try the 8k tea lor . The tea is not as good as expected mayb I don`t know how to drink kua. So back to story , among my boss friend there is this sifu master see feng shui 1 & can see what are ur characteristic through ur face. So when he see my boss , he say my boss is a profession, everything is stable , will be very rich when he is old . Then the sifu turn to me & he say well u are a profession also . Just that u need to be brave on things just go do it only don`t think so much already . . & I think it is true so I will change my view on things and take the risk . Like I always say no risk no gain . Cheers ~

High court visit

Yesterday was my first time visit to high court but sadly is not as exciting as i thought it shud be . Yesterday early morning around 8 am i follow Ms. Aisha ( the new lawyer ) to go the court for some settlements . We reach shah alam high court around 830 am & quickly we went inside the high court . For the readers out there , if u think high court is only 1 court like those shows then sorry to say it will dissapoint u . It isn`t that big as u think is just like a classroom big only & the judge is always late . Ms. Aisha tell me that she don`t like to come to court cause everytime things will be delayed or postphone . She then quickly go queue up & ask for the results for the appealing . Then sadly the interpreter ( talk on behalf of the judge ) say this case has been postphone to next wednesday which is 30th of June 2010 . She was expecting this to happen so she feel nothing about it but i do feel that this is such a waste of time & our alert for waking up so early in the morning for this case . Unfortunately , this is a very common thing for lawyer`s so what to do . . Lawyer`s are being paid to this . . & of course some paper work la . So overall , the visit to High court is not as fun as expected earlier , but i still have fun wif Ms.Aisha who brought me to go see other cases . Thanks a lot Ms. Aisha :)

I am not afraid

I am not afraid by eminem



(Hook)

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

(Intro)

Yeah, It's been a ride...
I guess I had to go to that place to get to this one
Now some of you might still be in that place
If you're trying to get out, just follow me
I'll get you there

(Verse 1)

You can try and read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay 'em
But you won't take this thing out these words before I say 'em
Cause ain't no way I'm let you stop me from causing mayhem
When I say 'em or do something I do it, I don't give a damn
What you think, I'm doing this for me, so fuck the world
Feed it beans, it's gassed up, if a thing's stopping me
I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
No if ands or buts don't try to ask him why or how can he
From Infinite down to the last Relapse album he's still shit and
Whether he's on salary, paid hourly
Until he bows out or he shit's his bowels out of him
Whichever comes first, for better or worse
He's married to the game, like a fuck you for christmas
His gift is a curse, forget the earth he's got the urge
To pull his dick from the dirt and fuck the universe

(Hook)

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

(Verse 2)
Ok quit playin' with the scissors and shit, and cut the crap
I shouldn't have to rhyme these words in the rhythm for you to know it's a rap
You said you was king, you lied through your teeth
For that fuck your feelings, instead of getting crowned you're getting capped
And to the fans, I'll never let you down again, I'm back
I promise to never go back on that promise, in fact
Let's be honest, that last Relapse CD was "ehhhh"
Perhaps I ran them accents into the ground
Eminem Not Afraid lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com.com/eminem-not-afraid-lyrics.html
Relax, I ain't going back to that now
All I'm tryna say is get back, click-clack BLAOW
Cause I ain't playin' around
There's a game called circle and I don't know how
I'm way too up to back down
But I think I'm still tryna figure this crap out
Thought I had it mapped out but I guess I didn't
This fucking black cloud's still follow's me around
But it's time to exercise these demons
These motherfuckers are doing jumping jacks now!

(Hook)

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

(Bridge)

And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, Imma face my demons
I'm manning up, Imma hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now

(Verse 3)

It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me
Admittedly I probably did it subliminally for you
So I could come back a brand new me, you helped see me through
And don't even realise what you did, believe me you
I been through the ringer, but they can do little to the middle finger
I think I got a tear in my eye, I feel like the king of
My world, haters can make like bees with no stingers, and drop dead
No more beef flingers, no more drama from now on, I promise
To focus soley on handling my responsibility's as a father
So I solemnly swear to always treat this roof like my daughters and raise it
You couldn't lift a single shingle lonely
Cause the way I feel, I'm strong enough to go to the club
Put a ??? and lift the whole liquor counter up
Cause I'm raising the bar, I shoot for the moon
But I'm too busy gazing at stars, I feel amazing and

(Hook)

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

Seeds

On father`s day I had a fabulous dinner with my family at imperial restaurant . Then while chit- chatting my mum suddenly talk about my uncle ( yea my uncle the beside one ) i believe most of you knw what happen to my uncle ( the beside one ) . For those who don`t know can ask me lar in msn or sms or call me . So continue with story , so as I say my mum suddenly talk about him , then she say this uncle very cham don`t know how to plant seeds de , if u plant apple seeds then it will grow apple tree ma , if u plan pineapple seeds then it will become pineapple tree ma . Ok just cut it short , the conclusion is this theory is same use as us human , we treat people with respect and heart , people will also treat us back with respect and heart .

So reader`s start respecting people if u want people to respect u : )


P.S :For more info about this post can find me lar cause is something sensitive .

Lesson Learned

Today my boss , mr.bae & me was on our way to kl to meet a developer for some matters . While on the way to kl , we had some chit chat on the car . My boss & mr.bae ( his personal assistant ) advise me a lot of things . So to make a summary or to make things clearer i made it into point form . Here it goes :

- 1st thing what i learn was to enjoy the things u are doing . That`s very important might in terms of study or work we should always enjoy the things we are doing .
- Always try to make all the parties to be happy & be more understandable on one`s situation
- Never create unnecessary problems , meaning don`t create problems that are not problems .
- Always be on time .
- learn a bit about construction & laws
- not to speed , speeding is dangerous , safety first
- Need to stay connected with old friends
- Help people if you are capable of helping .
- Never stop learning
- Usually when there is a mistake or problem arose we human beings will look for the cause of this mistake or problem & start to argue about whose mistake or problem is it and hence tense to forget to solve the problem . Therefore , whenever a problem arose we should settle the problem first before we find the root of the mistake and don`t repeat the same mistake again .

Bf & Gf

Today when I go fetch my mumy back from work , my mum saw a friend of her`s and chat a bit . The conversation goes like this :

Mum : Hey long time see you already
Uncle : Yea it`s been a while so how are you ?
Mum : Yea still ok , everything still ok
Uncle : oo , then good lor like that * on the meantime looking at my direction * is that your son ?
Mum : Yea that`s my son
Uncle : wah , ur son so big already then you can enjoy your life a bit already
Mum : Yea , he`s my yougest son
Uncle : Ur son look handsome lar ( sarcastically as I fell ) == sure a lot of girl waiting and queue till long long
Me : No lar where got . . . Wait Uncle to introduce only . .
Uncle : Silent . . .
Mum : How bout your daughter she get married after F5 Spm how`s she ?
Uncle : Silent again . . .

After we move on and leave the Uncle alone LOL . . Then on the way back inside the car :

Me : Just now the uncle daughter so young married do wrong thingy are ?
Mum : You say leh ? sure lar do wrong thing already .
Mum : You now got gf or not ?
Me : Still don`t have lar . . . feeling abit weird already . My friend some got gf already but I still don`t have .
Mum : Aiyo . . . nevermind lar slowly lor have GF need money d wor ( my mum knows how to think LOL ) & wait for your faith to come lor .
Me : Yea lor nowadays Kao lui need use lot`s of money d . Wait faith come ah the time i think i age 24 d lor . After graduation only got chance to know more girls cause my U no girls de O__o
Mum : Silent . . .
Me : Also silent already . . .

After that incident , I think I need to change my attitude towards things already . To be a better person . Wish me luck again :)

Things to be done

Well there are a few things to be done and hopefully I will follow it . Here it goes :

- Getting better results than before
- Make more friends
- Reduce my weight ( 10 kgs )
- Stay healthy
- Clean my car every weekend
- Have more passion towards things
- Be more organised
- Play badminton every weekend
- Be more patience
- Stay connected with old friends

Hopefully I can follow what I have set and go for it . Wish me luck = )