No mood

Don`t know why recently no matter what I do i feel like dying only totally no mood in doing my work . I can`t even enjoy my day , or even have a good night sleep at night usually sleep around 3 to 4 am and woke up automatically around 7 - 8 am in the morning . I don`t know what`s wrong with me lately . . Just feel like there`s no meaning to live in this world already .

A different point of view

A different point of view towards many things . Many people have ask me what had happen to me for these past few weeks , well thanks for young concern 1st . It`s actually about my mother , she is sick & very sick this time till she is unable to work . She had breast cancer which is stage 2 . I am very worry about her . I hope she`s fine . So now nobody is supporting this family except for my bro & sis . So I am trying to save as much money as possible so that the money is well- spend and not spend simply . And for the girls out there please do go check to avoid the same situation like my mom . Thank you . This have make me realize a lot of things in life & we should always appreciate with the things we have & take really good care of them . I am very worried about my mom but i hope everything is gonna be okay . That`s all .

Something to share

I suddenly remember it was this year chinese new year where I went to my aunt house for gathering . After eating lunch together with all of my aunt , uncle & cousins my father and I sit down at the sofa and rest for a while . After that , my cousin a kinda successful mechanical engineer come and talk to us . He was saying that my father can be very happy already because all of his sons & daughter have went to Universities . Then my father reply and say a lot of people already went to university nowadays . Then my cousin reply ya it`s true also but you need to know there are even more people out there that do not attend university before so be glad that you have been to university & make great use of it . After I hear this statement from my cousin I decided it is really true and all my perspective towards many things has change and I can feel it to . I also had learn a very important advice from an article i read . It goes like this do not let your emotions control you , you must control your emoticons instead . If you let your emotions control you then you are stupid because it makes your whole day go wrong due to your failure to control your emotions .One more thing , my best friend told me d if you are being too polite with people , people will have pressure towards you . When they speak with you they will be careful when talking with you hence , sometimes if you want to find friends sometimes you don`t need to be too polite with the guy . Well don`t get me wrong I did not say that you should not have polite with you when you are making friends . Eventually , what I really mean is don`t too over polite when you are making friend this will make the situation even worse then you expected to be .

Bravery

Today my boss & I went to A.T Bah Kut Teh there eat cause his friends are there. Then we were told that the chinese tea cause rm 8000 ! yea u heard it rite rm 8000 . So call us go there try the 8k tea lor . The tea is not as good as expected mayb I don`t know how to drink kua. So back to story , among my boss friend there is this sifu master see feng shui 1 & can see what are ur characteristic through ur face. So when he see my boss , he say my boss is a profession, everything is stable , will be very rich when he is old . Then the sifu turn to me & he say well u are a profession also . Just that u need to be brave on things just go do it only don`t think so much already . . & I think it is true so I will change my view on things and take the risk . Like I always say no risk no gain . Cheers ~

High court visit

Yesterday was my first time visit to high court but sadly is not as exciting as i thought it shud be . Yesterday early morning around 8 am i follow Ms. Aisha ( the new lawyer ) to go the court for some settlements . We reach shah alam high court around 830 am & quickly we went inside the high court . For the readers out there , if u think high court is only 1 court like those shows then sorry to say it will dissapoint u . It isn`t that big as u think is just like a classroom big only & the judge is always late . Ms. Aisha tell me that she don`t like to come to court cause everytime things will be delayed or postphone . She then quickly go queue up & ask for the results for the appealing . Then sadly the interpreter ( talk on behalf of the judge ) say this case has been postphone to next wednesday which is 30th of June 2010 . She was expecting this to happen so she feel nothing about it but i do feel that this is such a waste of time & our alert for waking up so early in the morning for this case . Unfortunately , this is a very common thing for lawyer`s so what to do . . Lawyer`s are being paid to this . . & of course some paper work la . So overall , the visit to High court is not as fun as expected earlier , but i still have fun wif Ms.Aisha who brought me to go see other cases . Thanks a lot Ms. Aisha :)

I am not afraid

I am not afraid by eminem



(Hook)

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

(Intro)

Yeah, It's been a ride...
I guess I had to go to that place to get to this one
Now some of you might still be in that place
If you're trying to get out, just follow me
I'll get you there

(Verse 1)

You can try and read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay 'em
But you won't take this thing out these words before I say 'em
Cause ain't no way I'm let you stop me from causing mayhem
When I say 'em or do something I do it, I don't give a damn
What you think, I'm doing this for me, so fuck the world
Feed it beans, it's gassed up, if a thing's stopping me
I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
No if ands or buts don't try to ask him why or how can he
From Infinite down to the last Relapse album he's still shit and
Whether he's on salary, paid hourly
Until he bows out or he shit's his bowels out of him
Whichever comes first, for better or worse
He's married to the game, like a fuck you for christmas
His gift is a curse, forget the earth he's got the urge
To pull his dick from the dirt and fuck the universe

(Hook)

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

(Verse 2)
Ok quit playin' with the scissors and shit, and cut the crap
I shouldn't have to rhyme these words in the rhythm for you to know it's a rap
You said you was king, you lied through your teeth
For that fuck your feelings, instead of getting crowned you're getting capped
And to the fans, I'll never let you down again, I'm back
I promise to never go back on that promise, in fact
Let's be honest, that last Relapse CD was "ehhhh"
Perhaps I ran them accents into the ground
Eminem Not Afraid lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com.com/eminem-not-afraid-lyrics.html
Relax, I ain't going back to that now
All I'm tryna say is get back, click-clack BLAOW
Cause I ain't playin' around
There's a game called circle and I don't know how
I'm way too up to back down
But I think I'm still tryna figure this crap out
Thought I had it mapped out but I guess I didn't
This fucking black cloud's still follow's me around
But it's time to exercise these demons
These motherfuckers are doing jumping jacks now!

(Hook)

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

(Bridge)

And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, Imma face my demons
I'm manning up, Imma hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now

(Verse 3)

It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me
Admittedly I probably did it subliminally for you
So I could come back a brand new me, you helped see me through
And don't even realise what you did, believe me you
I been through the ringer, but they can do little to the middle finger
I think I got a tear in my eye, I feel like the king of
My world, haters can make like bees with no stingers, and drop dead
No more beef flingers, no more drama from now on, I promise
To focus soley on handling my responsibility's as a father
So I solemnly swear to always treat this roof like my daughters and raise it
You couldn't lift a single shingle lonely
Cause the way I feel, I'm strong enough to go to the club
Put a ??? and lift the whole liquor counter up
Cause I'm raising the bar, I shoot for the moon
But I'm too busy gazing at stars, I feel amazing and

(Hook)

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

Seeds

On father`s day I had a fabulous dinner with my family at imperial restaurant . Then while chit- chatting my mum suddenly talk about my uncle ( yea my uncle the beside one ) i believe most of you knw what happen to my uncle ( the beside one ) . For those who don`t know can ask me lar in msn or sms or call me . So continue with story , so as I say my mum suddenly talk about him , then she say this uncle very cham don`t know how to plant seeds de , if u plant apple seeds then it will grow apple tree ma , if u plan pineapple seeds then it will become pineapple tree ma . Ok just cut it short , the conclusion is this theory is same use as us human , we treat people with respect and heart , people will also treat us back with respect and heart .

So reader`s start respecting people if u want people to respect u : )


P.S :For more info about this post can find me lar cause is something sensitive .