2011

Got to work like a mad dog

Lesson learn from 2010

Year 2010 is so so is fill with sadness more than happiness , although I live with sadness but I learned a lot of things through my sadness .

Lesson learn

- Learn to be more determinate

- Always depend on yourself and believe in yourself rather than put high hopes in friends ( trust me is a hard experience )

- Family comes first

- Human beings are just selfish they just think about their self when certain circumstances comes

- True friends are hard to find

- The world is huge and i don`t wish to stay at Malaysia

- Learn to be more focus on many things instead of focusing one

We come into this world head first and go out feet first; in between, it is all a matter of balance. -Paul Boese

Overall thanks for those who make me grow and be stronger although is not a very fascinating experience but i appreciate it .

Results from things to be done last post

The following are the things i promise from the last post

- Getting better results than before [results haven out ]
- Make more friends [ know about 5 friends from a friend ]
- Reduce my weight ( 10 kgs ) [ lost 5 kg`s ]
- Stay healthy [ In progress ]
- Clean my car every weekend [ Doing it ]
- Have more passion towards things [ Still learning ]
- Be more organised [ Determined to do it ]
- Play badminton every weekend [ Doing it ]
- Be more patience [ Less patience ]
- Stay connected with old friends [ Just did during deepavali :D ]

New semester

Well my holiday is going to end very soon and I will back to my University on 28th of November and it will be never be the same again . I had made lots of promises to myself and to my friends that only time will show everything to my promises .

random post

After silently sitting down on my lovely chair i have decided that I have waste too much time in my life is about time that I serious in the things I am doing in whatever aspects . I am already in my twenties and haven achieve anything in life yet . Not even once I am happy with what I have . You may see me happily laughing away like nobody business but actually deep inside me I am just emotional sorrow .

No mood

Don`t know why recently no matter what I do i feel like dying only totally no mood in doing my work . I can`t even enjoy my day , or even have a good night sleep at night usually sleep around 3 to 4 am and woke up automatically around 7 - 8 am in the morning . I don`t know what`s wrong with me lately . . Just feel like there`s no meaning to live in this world already .

A different point of view

A different point of view towards many things . Many people have ask me what had happen to me for these past few weeks , well thanks for young concern 1st . It`s actually about my mother , she is sick & very sick this time till she is unable to work . She had breast cancer which is stage 2 . I am very worry about her . I hope she`s fine . So now nobody is supporting this family except for my bro & sis . So I am trying to save as much money as possible so that the money is well- spend and not spend simply . And for the girls out there please do go check to avoid the same situation like my mom . Thank you . This have make me realize a lot of things in life & we should always appreciate with the things we have & take really good care of them . I am very worried about my mom but i hope everything is gonna be okay . That`s all .